Always, I’ve felt a displacement in time. Was I to late?…Am I too early? …and who decides? It’s said that where you are is exactly where you’re supposed to be…which in fact goes along with part of the displacement I feel -the bit about being to early-this leads me to believe that I am indeed where the Universe intends.
If there is one thing I do believe in, it is the Universe.
BUT IF there are alternate planes there are two where, without a doubt, I’d click right in….
Old blue eyes, big band, gangsters, flapper girls……the music from that era has lured me since I was very young, it felt like me, at twelve I was swing dancing with men my mom’s age …and I out danced them. It fueled me to play the piano …seems like I’ve been there before.
CERN, Atoms, Neutrinos, Higgs, biometrics, quantum mechanics….physics came natural to me …why? No one in my family was ever mathematically inclined..I was obsessed with prime numbers at 7, by 9 a protest was staged if there wasn’t a trip to the observatory ( have you seen the rings of Saturn, Have you?, If you have the word awe needs no defining). Obsessed with realistic science fiction, some of which is now science fact….When I was in a coma (think I’m nuts…go ahead) I saw things…that I long to see again ..to name …and know their purpose…Did I help engineer these unnamed amazement?
Oh man….I wish …click my heels 3, no, 300^10 times…let me know if I was dreaming.
Past and Future
From the Universe
Who knows where I belong.
Maybe one day….